ARTIST
STATEMENT
“Only
by entertaining multiple and mutually limiting points of view,
building up a composite picture, can we approach the real richness
of the world”. Niels Bohr- Quote tacked on my studio wall
for the last 25 years.
Art
is the primary motive of my life. Since childhood I have loved
to see how people describe their sense of the world and themselves
in it, and have been unable to resist describing and reflecting
upon on my own experience.
Early
in my life as an artist I decided that I would work two or three
days a week to earn a living and devote the rest of my time
to making the art that energized and inspired me regardless
of commercial or art-world concerns. This decision has profoundly
influenced who I am as an artist and a person.
Over
the last thirty years I have poured my life into this work.
Intuition, inspiration, and my relentless curiosity about and
desire to understand the world around me have been my guides
in this effort to describe reality - as I understand it to exist.
Reality, I am convinced, cannot be found in one view or style
but rather in the overlap of diverse points of view.
Because
I pursue the ideas that contain the most energy for me and have
varied interests and passions, I have built a broad range of
skills, techniques and visual languages that combine many methods
and artistic references. These diverse approaches to making
art can be mixed in a single work, using mechanical framing
techniques, or shown together with other pieces to create a
composite picture of reality, rather then a cohesive vision
of the world. In this way I hope to build tension between works
and create a synergistic effect from the group of objects in
a show.
Most
of the paint I use I make myself by combining a wax medium (Dorlands)
with an alkyd medium for oil (Dan Smith) and dry pigments. By
doing this I create a heavy, sturdy paint that combines easily
with standard oil paint. I use linseed oil for thinning and
when a very liquid paint is needed.
In
certain instances I create burnt plate oil (boiled and reduced
linseed oil) for mixing into my paint. This makes it sticky
and viscous like warm taffy or boiled sugar.
The
following is a description of my process as an artist, the motivations,
values, concerns and thoughts that go into creating my work
and living my life, from artistic inspiration, to a theory of
reality, and a proposal for a new direction for our society.
It is an attempt to express verbally what I express visually
in my artwork.
Art,
Nature, and Human Beings
Intuition
1. a quick and ready insight
2. a: immediate apprehension or cognition b: knowledge or conviction
gained by intuition c: the power or facility of attaining to
direct knowledge or cognition without evident rational thought
and inference
The
only real valuable thing is intuition.
Albert Einstein
Inspiration
1. arousing to a particular emotion or action
2. a sudden intuition as part of solving a problem
3. arousal of the mind to special unusual activity or creativity
4. the act of inhaling: the drawing in of air (or other gases)
as in breathing
5. (theology) a special influence of a divinity on the minds
of human beings
Intuition
and inspiration are the guiding forces of my life and work.
I am always reaching for the idea with the most energy inside
of it, while trying to recognize and reject the interferences
of fear and ego. On this path I must trust the destination without
knowing its shape or feel. Intuition and inspiration have proven
my most reliable allies towards my expression and understanding
of truth and reality.
My
inspiration has required me to dedicate myself to making artwork
that expresses the sacred nature of the earth and the conflicted
and paradoxical relationship we humans have with it and each
other. I have poured my time, talents, and resources into making
this work as emotionally, visually, and spiritually honest as
possible. This has required me to balance intuition and inspiration
with intellect, knowledge, and craft while staying deeply engaged
in the world around me, and my own responses to it. Meeting
these challenges remains a fresh and potent involvement that
colors and informs every aspect of my life.
The natural world is my greatest inspiration and love. It is
for me, clearly divine and alive in all its aspects. I paint
landscapes from memory and imagination in order to express a
more personal and also iconographic sense of the sublimely sacred
world that surrounds us. Light and shadow, tree and cloud are
metaphorically and concretely honest on a very profound level.
A winter wren giving me a sideways curious look in the woods,
the awesome magnificence of the sky, and the miracle of dappled
sunlight on a single maple leaf glowing on a planet filled with
miracles provide an abiding example of how - and why - to live.
I am convinced that the careful observation and immersion into
this world of growing living things contains the solutions to
our personal and global dilemmas as human beings.
My love for and appreciation of my fellow human beings and our
remarkable achievements: temples and cathedrals, scientific
explorations, philosophical and spiritual thought, the sublime
artistic expressions of individuals, as well as the daily wonder
of my personal relationships, inspire, encourage, and goad me
to a greater effort towards creating the most sincere and fully
realized work that I can achieve. Naturally, beside this sense
of the wonder of humanity I am influenced by our extreme folly.
I spend a fair amount of time trying to understand political
realities and incorporate them into my work. Clearly much of
human history and today's activities are repetitions of wrong-headed,
death-centered, fear-guided behavior based on misinformation,
prejudice, willful blindness, and short-term self-interest.
It is also clear that our time of finite-resource-based prosperity
is nearly over, and we will need to change our way of living
in the world. The extreme destructiveness of modern weapons,
their wide spread availability combined with the spiraling cyclic
nature of violence prove to me that only peaceful solutions
will be effective in answer the dilemmas we face in this new
century. These solutions will require a profoundly different
relationship to the earth. Science is one door into this new
relationship, however art must provide the vision and inspiration.
Fitting this esoteric and all consuming passion into the world
of commerce and markets has been fairly secondary to my life
goals. I am not particularly materially ambitious and find material
goals and career considerations more of a distraction than an
inspiration. I have seen how marketing artwork can have a corrosive
effect on artists' creative lives and so have preferred to keep
my living independent of art sales.
Reality
and Morality
Reality
is immense and apparently infinitely complex, whereas the
scope of human consciousness is small and has evolved to enable
us to see the food or the threat in the landscape before us.
This allows us to concentrate on safety and sustenance but
requires us to narrow our focus and ignore most of the information
in any situation. Or, from a religious point of view God's
consciousness is immense and we can only grasp a tiny fraction
of it. We have done a great deal given our limitations (or
perhaps because of them); however even the most expansive
sense of unity with God, or scientific understanding is necessarily
a very limited point of view. Therefore all human world-views,
all the religions, faiths, philosophies, economic theories,
and scientific perspectives are so incomplete that they are
essentially incorrect if we are trying to explain the total
scope of reality with them. All world-views are tools made
to suit certain human purposes. Which means we can choose
the right tool for the job at hand. Currently the job at hand
appears to be the survival of our species and many of our
fellow species here on this marvelous planet we are privileged
enough to live on. (see Survival in the twenty-first century
below)
Quantum
mechanics1, Vedanta2 (Yogi philosophy),
Buddhist, Christian, and many other religious and philosophical
traditions lead us to the truth that the physical boundaries
of things are more of an illusion than a fixed reality. Science
tells us that we do in fact constantly lose and gain matter
and energy from our bodies, so what was star is now foot,
and what was foot is now grass, and that: in star, foot, and
grass there is much more empty space then solid matter. I
believe this is supported in religious thought - the Buddhist
philosopher Nagarjuna's3 (2nd century A.D.) theory
of emptiness, or Christ's statement in the Gospel Of Thomas
that "The kingdom of heaven is inside you and all around
you"4, or the Hindu Yogi (Vedanta) philosophy
of Maya, and Monism all point to this view of reality. The
Biophysicist Candace Pert5 describes biological
existence as "more like a flickering flame than a solid"
- no fixed boundaries and deeply interacting with its surroundings.
If
this then is true it seems to me to lead inevitably to the
conclusion that all of existence is actually one thing. If
there is a constant interchange of energy and matter between
things, then it follows that all things are in fact the same
thing. And if there are no fixed boundaries to things then
there is no clear differentiation between things, so all of
reality is one thing. And because there is life in the things
around us and these things are constantly in flux with the
things around us we do not define as alive, then the notions
of alive and dead are meaningless. Is sunlight alive? We would
say no but sunlight is in fact one of the sources of life
so how can it be dead? I choose to think of everything as
alive because I see myself as alive but in fact there would
be no distinction between the two states if reality is one
single thing. This all appears to me to follow logically and
reasonably and be supported by much of human thought and experimentation.
However we do run into a problem with this when we bump our
head, or skin our knee it sure seems solid and bounded. No
matter how deeply one believes in quantum reality6
one does need to know the difference between a grizzly bear
and a glass of water if we wish to survive as a biological
organism. This of course is where Newton comes in, and the
apparent paradoxical conflict between quantum physics and
Newtonian physics that is the most pressing challenge for
physicists of our time.
Continuing
on with the previous line of thought - before we bumped heads
with Newton and persistent perceived causal reality - if all
things are one thing and all states are interchangeable what
then of morality? Clearly if everything is part of everything
else there can be no moral distinction. I suggest that morality
arises from our biology, which is largely driven by the preservation
of the species, and most prevalently this concern with preservation
extends only to our particular group or tribe. So in the Old
Testament it was fine to wipe out the Canaanites because the
Israelites were given their land by Yahweh. There seems to
be a great deal of evidence of tribal people seeing themselves
as "the people" and everyone else as not "the
people" making it completely acceptable to do things
to them that one would not do to members of ones own group.
Cannibalism, slavery, segregation, the wiping out of indigenous
people by invaders, have all been sanctioned by the prevailing
religion of the time and place. Human morality seems to extend
to our individual sense of interdependence on others. Who
or what we see ourselves as dependent on for survival gets
included in our moral order, who or what we do not feel dependent
on for survival (or are seen as in competition with for survival)
does not get included. So if we see ourselves as tribally
connected to a whale or an old growth tree we tend to extend
to them our sense of morality and believe they have a right
to exist and will add to and enhance our own survival. Naturally
this sense of morality is extended differently among different
cultures and traditions. So here in the US the majority of
us see ourselves as interconnected with Europe and tend not
to exploit and dehumanize them except where tribal loyalties
get confused (i.e. we are more connected to the British than
the Germans because we see them as tribally closer.). Africans,
South Americans, Middle Easterners, Asians and equatorial
people in general are seen as other, and our sense of morality
towards them is much less than it is towards someone who is
perceived as in our group. (As a current example President
Bush can say with out blinking or any apparent moral compunction
that the war in Iraq has killed 30,000 Iraqi civilians and
go on to eulogize the deaths of 2000 Americans with very little
notice from the public, because he is expressing an unspoken
orthodoxy that our tribal members are more valuable than someone
else's tribal members. His often stated Christian convictions
do not apparently conflict with his sense of tribal superiority.)
A strong present day sub-distinction of tribal identity is
economic class. We see playing out in US politics a deep concern
for the welfare of the wealthiest among us who are able to
buy an audience with the legislature and almost no concern
for the people who are least able to be heard, the poor and
middle class. (Again, the Bush administration has consistently
given tax breaks and economic advantages to the wealthiest
among us and taken them from the poorest.) Government officials
tend in general to be from the wealthy class and so they promote
the welfare of those they most strongly identify as tribal
members, with the expressed reason being that the wealthiest
are best able to help the society as a whole. Whereas the
poor or even middle classes are seen as more likely to drain
resources from society rather than enhance them. The fact
that this goes on with very little challenge from the broader
public points to our cultural morality rather than a factual
analysis of cost benefits. Of course none of this is particular
to our time; these are very common traits in governments and
human organization of all kinds extending through human history
and across global geography. Morality then seems to be based
on self-preservation and tribal affiliation, rather then divine
justice or a religious code.
Inspiration
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious.
It is the source of all true art and all science."
Albert Einstein
If
the universe is one being then there is no outside of ourselves
to be inspired by. However biologically we live with the nearly
constant perception of our own individuality inside of a bounded
fixed reality. Where could inspiration come from and what
could be its function?
For me it is like a mugging. It sneaks up and overpowers me
with an idea or direction and injects me with so much specific
project related energy that it is difficult for me to do other
things while I am in its thrall. This sense of inspiration
coming from outside of oneself appears to be fairly consistent;
whether it comes from one's ancestors, the muses or certain
aspects of the material world around us it appears to come
to us from somewhere else. The poet Pablo Neruda7
expressed it like this:
"And
it was at that age...Poetry arrived
in search of me. I don't know, I don't know where
it came from, from winter or a river.
I don't know how or when,
no, they were not voices, they were not
words, nor silence,
but from a street I was summoned,
from the branches of night,
abruptly from the others,
among violent fires
or returning alone,
there I was without a face
and it touched me". ….
Inspiration
fills a spot that was previously empty, it sneaks in while
we sleep and leaves its small gift - its seeds of possibilities
fall from nowhere and take root, leaving me - the gardener
- to choose to tend them or let them die.
Early
sacred texts are not helpful on the subject of the mystery
of the primary inspiration, or where ideas come from. The
Bible's first line: "In the beginning God created the
heavens and the earth" gives us no clue as to where the
idea came from. In the ancient Hindu text the Vishnu Purana
- the book where creation is first expounded on - we find
a little bit more information as to the nature of primary
inspiration: "He, that Brahma, was all things; comprehending
in his own nature the indiscrete and discrete". This
implies that creation starts when one recognizes distinctions
in themselves. But again there is no information as to where
this recognition comes from. Clearly there was no recognition
of distinction and then there was a recognition. In fact I
can find no early text dealing with this essential mystery.
So I will leave the question of where and how inspiration
comes as a mystery.
The
other interesting question about inspiration is - why.
Science now tells us that the cells of our body communicate
with one another using chemical messages, peptides like dopamine8
. These chemical messages are essentially the mechanics of
emotion and they appear to be used as a subtle and expressive
language that enables our cells to communicate with one another9
. If language is being used then there has to be intelligence
(the capacity to acquire and apply knowledge) involved and
some sort of cellular self-awareness. The yogis have said
for some 6000 years that our cells have intelligence and a
type of individuality. Could it be - given the universe is
one being, and we know intelligence exists from the organism
level to a cellular one - that intelligence is a condition
or force of the universe and expression is the inevitable
result of intelligence? So, art is one layer of communication
by which the universe communicates with itself.
If
the universe is one being which contains consciousness with
in it - as the fact of our own consciousness would seem to
argue - then to some extent the universe has discrete parts
or sets of consciousness - as our own experience would suggest
also. Of course the common interpretation of this is that
we perceive a separation of ourselves from universal consciousness
but in fact we are caught inside of our own biological limitations
that don't allow us to experience universal consciousness
all the time - presumably because that consciousness would
be distracting and dangerous to our biological selves. My
theory is that consciousness is contained in discrete packages
throughout all of reality and that these packages or individuals
have a sense of self-awareness that only moderately extends
out from their individual consciousness (imagination, inspiration,
intuition) and communication is used to create wholeness or
integration. Taking our bodies cellular model as an example
of this: our cells require boundaries as a means of meeting
both the needs of maintaining the existence of the entire
body while dealing with the constantly changing nature of
our physical reality; addressing these two aspects requires
cells to communicate for the purpose of connecting and maintaining
biological integrity while the mind - or what we think of
as our selves - is not required to speak the cellular language
nor be consciously aware of its existence. So, perhaps the
inspiration to communicate comes about as a means of maintaining
wholeness in a dynamically changing universe.
Survival
in the twenty-first century
All
worldviews are tools that have evolved in cultures to suit
certain societal purposes. Because they define reality they
must then shape our perception of it. This implies that we
have choice in our worldview. Shouldn't we then choose a view
of reality that will be consistent with our perceptions of
life as it actually exists around us and will sustain and
enhance that life in the future? The worldview presented above
is one that is consistent with broad areas of human thought,
perception, and scientific study, and inherently understands
that all worldviews are necessarily incomplete at describing
reality, so it allows room to adapt to new information as
it becomes known.
By
describing reality as one being with constantly interchanging
parts we are describing existence itself as sacred, alive,
and possessing intelligence, if in fact any of these criteria
are met in any of its parts. Which then means we should show
respect and thoughtfulness when interacting with any aspect
of the world around us. And, if this universal being is made
up of discrete packets of consciousness that use communication
as a way of maintaining wholeness in the face of a constant
rearrangement of its parts, then refining and adapting our
communication skills as individuals and as groups of individuals
is our best available way to create wholeness. A sense of
wholeness or integrity with ones surroundings is desirable
because it fosters the recognition that interdependence is
the basis for biological life. This view should help us to
realize that a conversation that describes ones needs and
expectations is more useful in creating wholeness than say,
a nuclear weapon or a shotgun, and that all of the existence
that we are surrounded by is as sacred and alive as we ourselves
are. The survival of the fittest capitalist economy that is
the backbone of our civilized worldview presently, has us
pitted in deadly competition with our environment and each
other. Our strong emphasis on the self-interest of the individual
rather then the whole society creates a short-sided view of
the world (one life-span), which leads to class competition,
patriotism, xenophobia, genocide, and the mass extinction
of a broad range of the life around us. It is possible to
update our worldview to one that recognizes our nationalistic
struggles, prejudices, and attempts to gain power over others
through violence - both economic and warfare related - are
unimportant and counter productive to our long range survivability
and our sense of the integrity of reality.
I think we actually have a pretty good understanding of what
this world-view requires of us:
When
a few people are billions of times more wealthy than the rest
of the population they tend to build elaborate systems to
protect their wealth, typically using psychological systems
of self-protection and propaganda, and physical systems such
as armies and weapons. Much of our conflicts could be resolved
if instead of fabulously enriching a few people by extracting
finite resources with the labor of the poor we worked with
sustainable technologies to empower all people. Solar power
is one of the best examples of a potentially sustainable source
of energy that could provide all the people of the earth with
electricity where it is needed. We have roofing and siding
materials that collect solar energy (recently a process has
been invented which doubles the efficiency of solar cells
making them much more practical for widespread use). If we
combine the electricity produced this way inside of a fuel
cell with ambient Co2 from the air, we can safely produce
methanol and efficiently store the energy released by the
sun. Methanol can be run in our existing internal combustion
engines with little or no conversion necessary and because
it draws co2 from the atmosphere itself it is green-house-gas-neutral.
This would effectively create a far more efficient bottom-up
energy economy instead of the extremely wasteful top-down
one we presently have. Our only real security can come from
this type of bottom-up equalitarian and sustainable technologies.
We
are absolutely dependent on living soil and healthy water.
Chemical farming and meat-intensive diets kill healthy soil
and pollute both our fresh water and the oceans. I believe
we will have to change our food growing practices back to
the more labor-intensive organic farming of our recent past.
All of our able bodies would be much better off if we worked
a few hours a week farming and our children and young adults
would be much healthier if it was understood that they would
spend time working to grow healthy food.
We
need to change our focus in transportation from the tyranny
of the individual automobile to mass transit systems. We are
eating millions of square miles of the earth with our need
to drive our private cars to every corner of it, while poisoning
the air and dangerously warming our planet. Walking and riding
bicycles would be a much healthier way to connect with transit
systems, and would require much less land devoted to it.
We
will need to move towards a society that respects everyone's
basic human rights to a decent home, healthy food, clean energy,
the freedom to say what they want, an honest education, quality
health care and a reasonable occupation. The key to overpopulation
is equal rights for woman around the world. Wherever woman's
rights have been expanded, populations have started dropping.
These goals can only be met away from the ever-expanding demands
of the profit-today-regardless-of-the-consequences-for-the-future
capitalist model. We need to work for sustainable horizontal
economies instead of the myth of ever expanding ones. All-for-the-few-capitalism
and true democracy are not indivisible.
Finally
and preeminently we need to look at history and the present
away from the blinders of nationalism, religion, racial prejudice
and any believe system that so colors our thinking that we
approach the world completely defensively and renders us incapable
of taking in factual information that may contradict our beliefs
so we can realistically access our problems as they present
themselves.
My
Art
All
of the above is background for what I consider and am intuitively
driven to in the creation of my artwork. My thoughts studies
and inspirations all form a feedback system that cycles into
my work and back out into the world.
To
those of you that have stuck with this embarrassingly long
narrative thank you. I hope you feel your time has been spent
well. Please feel free to email me with comments.
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